celestial awakening
night stars are the street lights of eternity.
Diana F+
Sunday, April 29, 2012 @ 12:47 PM leave a comment? | 2 shed some light

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First, woah what's with the new blogger design? I don't really understand how to control my layouts and all now haha. School's been busy, typically as usual. I can't wait since it's less than a month for summer<3 which, I'm pretty excited about since I'm going to Korea. weeeee :)

See the picture above? I got a Diana F+ for my birthday. I was actually planning to by the CMYK design but it ran out of stock so I guess I decided to buy the gold limited edition one instead. It's pretty awesome since it's a toy camera and I'm really curious about the effects and all. It's like the art of photography according to me since the photos depends on how you take it. It's pretty good in light, I heard. I've also bought the Instant Back which uses polaroid films to print the photos instead of those old films which are really hard to convert them into photo prints these days. haha, I've took a few polaroids though but I guess I'll post that next time since I've wasted a few polaroid film boxes to figure out how to take a picture using the diana. haha I'm such a fail.

I was thinking that one day when I've collected around a hundred polaroid films with photos, I can make a polaroid wall in my room like this?

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haha I guess I'll have to see about that one day.

That's it for now, got loads of school work to be done. Got 2 essays to be submitted tomorrow, a lab report, a chemistry test to study and chinese essay. Yeah this school has got to be kidding me.

Thursday, March 29, 2012 @ 10:58 PM leave a comment? | 0 shed some light

I've been super busy with my essays, lab reports and test these days. Glad all the busyness is almost over. :) I wanna spend my time sleeping and playing my piano.

I feel like a retard for saying that "I will blog" but in the end, I didn't even touch blogger for months.. what is wrong with me. :( I cannot promise to blog anymore, though I really miss blogging and talking to my cyberworld friends. sigh

Anyways, I'm gonna skip school tomorrow due to the horrible demonstration in Indonesia, which is potential to a riot happening. #prayforindonesia. I'm hoping no riot will happen, we do not want another '98 riot to happen again in Indonesia. I'm just hoping that I'll be safe since I'm already not allowed to go anywhere..which sucks but yeah.

So I believe I've not been posting much and I guess I should write as to what happened these past two months. my life has been quite boring so yeah.

I had to teach for the cheerleading competition this year in my school for one of the classes that participated. Every class in certain grades were compulsory to compete each other so yeah. Trust me, it gets frustrating sometimes when they don't listen and just go all mad and stuffs. But in the end, when everything's over, who cares? You're only glad of what you had done.

Then my grade, Grade 9s put up an annual play, Romeo and Juliet. I was one of the music coordinators and the play wasn't that good, as the principal thought in the rehearsal. I'm glad that it improved well enough during the premiere night. Though it was stupid because there was one part when there was a fighting scene and my friend by mistakenly put a bird chirping sound effect and it sounded damn funny! haha :p luckily, many of the audience didn't notice that.

Well, things change. This is a new year, a new beginning. Second semester in grade 9 is typical, I believe, nothing special. Why did I just say that things change then? You see, people come and go. Behind that, there's always a lesson learned. I believe that's what happened to me and ever since then, I want to learn to treat people right, even though I'll go super stubborn and impatient at times and all I can do is argue. That's what I regret eventually, and in the end, I want to treat them right.

And all I can do after that is start something new.

I've grown up. My birthday has passed a week ago and I thank God that I'm still here today, fourteen and living a life. I want to be happy and make the best out of it. ♥

Weeee, that's it for now :) toodles.

A new semester.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012 @ 6:19 PM leave a comment? | 1 shed some light
So my first day of school starts today, not pretty excited though since I get bored easily in class and all. Sometimes I wish I was just at home sleeping all day, lol. But no, my first day of the second semester went pretty well, much better than I expected. :)

hehehe will post more soooooooon.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011 @ 12:46 PM leave a comment? | 5 shed some light

I'm going to be out of town for 4 days and 3 nights. :) My relatives and cousins wants to go to Jogja in the island of Java to see those monuments like Borobudur and all. We're gonna ride a bus and reach there after 12 hours from Jakarta, so it's gonna be a pretty long ride. I'm gonna need to pack up loads of things to entertain myself cause I'm the type of person who gets bored really easily.

I might have an issue packing up because..

Apparently my wardrobe's full of clothes, or you can say overloaded. I don't think my parents will buy me another wardrobe for me so the only thing I can do is tell my maid to help me clean it after a few months/weeks or so. :(

Anyways, New Year is coming up. :) I'm gonna celebrate my new years out of town and probably party all night in a hotel or something. LOL. I hope the fireworks in Indonesia would be much better than last time. haha. Moreover, I want to stare at the sky at night and see the stars. I hope I'm gonna stay in a villa on top of the mountains. weee *dreams on*

Here's one picture of me. LOL random but yeah. :)

Okay, byes! :)

Monday, December 26, 2011 @ 12:37 PM leave a comment? | 2 shed some light
Thank you TIFFANY for the icon/gift. :) hehe it's cute! :3

Yesterday was a typical day of Christmas. Went out with my relatives for yam cha and hanged out with my cousins in my house till night. I didn't celebrate much of Christmas though.

Either ways, I feel blessed and thankful to God for what I have, for who had always been there for me and made me happy and of course, those who never fail to make me smile and make me feel thankful for who I am. Let everyday be like Christmas, a day filled with joy and happiness.

Gonna go out with my cousins again for lunch and bowling today. :) weeee.

Christmas Eve tonight.
Saturday, December 24, 2011 @ 11:18 AM leave a comment? | 2 shed some light
Wee, it's Christmas Eve tonight and I have no idea what I'm gonna do except for a dine out with my relatives and family tonight. If I were in Singapore now I'd probably hang around in Orchard Road till the middle of the night! :D Anyways, I can't wait for Christmas to come, even though I guess I'm not gonna do anything much as usual.

If you don't like me, leave me alone. If you don't want to take care of me, leave me alone. If you don't want to be bothered by doing things for me, leave me alone. I'm not a loner, but I do stand up for myself. I can take care of myself. I'm an individualist and I don't need people who do not want to take care of me to be there for me.

Christmas in 3 days! ★
Thursday, December 22, 2011 @ 11:43 AM leave a comment? | 0 shed some light

So Christmas is coming up in 3 days and I can't wait for my cousins and relatives to be here in Indonesia tomorrow so I won't have a lonely christmas again. :) I've been shopping a few times since the holidays and the worst part is.. I have just bought 2 christmas gifts.

Well, these past few days have been nothing much, except for going out for dinner and hanging out with my friends yesterday. :) I've got holiday homeworks piling up and I guess I should be in the middle of it by now since it's less than 20 days for my first day of my second term. I've gotta study with more concentration and less distraction since my marks this term are horrible.

I'm gonna make today a productive day so I can have fun this Christmas! I can't wait for christmas and I don't even have any idea what I'm gonna do. lols. :)

I wish I can gaze at the stars, look at the bright moonlight and stare at the sky all night, searching for shooting stars, making a wish, hope and dream. I wish I can look at the blue sky, stare at the clouds on mountains and hills in the daylight. I wish I can just lie down on the grass and look above, close my eyes at some point and feel calm, thinking that everything can just work out perfectly. One day, I want to spend my day and night thinking that everything is perfect and there's nothing to be worried about.

..but no, Jakarta's super polluted and there's no mountains and hills so that I can lie down and stare at the sky or the bright stars at night. So I'll just wait for that someday..yeah someday. :p

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